- Eye Twitch Factor: 18
- Song: this is the story of a girl...I have no idea why so don't ask
- Energy Level: about a negative 5
- Current Book: haven't had time to read in about a month. It sucks
My sister LOVES my fiance and HATES me. What's that?? Seriously. She says two words to me on the phone. Only stays on as long as nessesary to arrange things for the kids and chats him up like they are best friends. He has been on the phone to her laughing for 15 mins. This is rediculous!! WTF!!!???? On a side note...only 9 days left until my wedding. Here's the update... 9 days to go. Work ~1 day left, Thank GOD!!! Emotionally ~ The emotional roller coaster is still in full swing. I just want to sleep for a week and hope for the best. I cry at the drop of a damn hat. This is ridiculous! Heart ~ beating has slowed to what seems like normal. But every so often it feels like it stops all together Sleep ~ Nightmares are BAD!! Dreaming of people killing me now…fun Irritability ~ OH MY GOD!! I just want to slap people! Certain people especially Appetite~ what's that?? Excitement level ~ around a 8 Stress level ~ around a 11 My cold is back in full force. I feel like shit man!! I am all stuffy and I cough up a lung constantly!! Nothing is working to help lighten the symptoms. This blows! (And not in a good way)…stay tuned… On a side note…Wendy moved in last night. Jenni can't come to the wedding, Linz can't come, Wade just texted me and said he might not be able to make it, and NONE of my family besides my mother is going to be there. My sister said she would try to come if something more improtant doesn't come up between now and then...this is seriously fucked up! That's all for now...
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